When Salex returned, Jeremiah knew
everything between them had changed. The time apart showed him how much he’d
come to need Salex’s touch and how long he’d been denying his own darker
desires. And now that Salex is offering Jeremiah a choice between exploring
those desires at his side and going back to a more ordinary life, Jeremiah has
to decide if he’s ready to give himself completely or settle for a life without
the man who truly knows what he needs to be satisfied.For weeks, everything had been going smoothly between Malar and Sebastian, in stark contrast to the struggles Salex and Jeremiah had been having. But when Malar asks for a surprisingly conventional commitment, Sebastian suddenly doubts his own feelings. Sebastian had submitted almost immediately, yet Malar’s possessiveness begins to smother him. Malar remains stubborn in his demands until he realizes it is pushing a wedge between him and Sebastian. He has to decide what means more to him, the commitment he’s demanding or Sebastian’s happiness.
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Jeremiah
woke up with Salex curled around him very tightly. The night before came
rushing back to him. As he listened to Salex’s steady breathing, he considered
what they’d said and done. Jeremiah didn’t regret any of it. Why should he?
He’d had sex with someone he wanted to have sex with, and anyone who cared it
was another male could fuck off. Of course, Salex had said he wanted to talk about
things, and Jeremiah assumed Salex would insist on doing so today. Jeremiah
knew his thoughts were still muddled, even if he had given in and submitted to
Salex. His thoughts and feelings were far more complex than his physical
desires, so he hoped Salex wouldn’t be impatient or become frustrated with him.
Turning toward the side of the bed, he tried to wiggle free, only to be pulled
in closer.
“You’re
staying right here,” Salex said, pushing Jeremiah onto his back. “I slept too
damn good with that sweet little ass rubbin’ against me.”
“So
I’m still a prisoner even if I’m not tied down?” Jeremiah asked, licking his
lips.
“You
seem willing enough.” Salex kissed him deeply, surprising Jeremiah momentarily
with the gentle yet still insistent embrace. Loosening his grip a bit, Salex
added, “I thought I might return to find you gone. I actually thanked Malar for
not letting you leave, but he said you’d stayed here willingly.”
There
seemed to be a question hanging between them, as if Salex wanted confirmation.
Jeremiah hesitated, and then he said, “Yes. I couldn’t leave Sebastian anyway,
but I did want to see what you would do when you came back.”
“Would
you still have submitted if I hadn’t changed?”
“That’s
a hard question to answer.” And it was. While he’d missed Salex’s touch and the
time alone had forced him to admit he preferred men to women, he’d only
resolved to be more open, not to out and out submit completely. Yet what was
last night, if not complete surrender? Salex’s touch had made him do that.
“Being able to touch you was … it made it so different.”
Salex
chuckled. “I never could have let you touch me at first. We’d have been
fighting so much there would’ve been very little energy left for fucking.”
Salex’s hand drifted down to Jeremiah’s cock, which was responding to the
alien’s nearness. “Mmmm, missed waking up to a taste of this.”
“You
said once that you don’t do that much. Giving head, I assumed. Said I should
feel honored.”
“Did
I?” Salex asked teasingly, stroking Jeremiah until he throbbed with need.
Jeremiah
arched up repeatedly, fucking Salex’s fist. “Yes,” he whispered. “That’s what
you said.”
“Guess
you had me charmed from the start,” Salex said as he cupped Jeremiah’s balls.
“I liked seeing how crazy it made you.”
“Didn’t
make me crazy,” Jeremiah managed as he let out a sigh.
“Yes,
it fucking did.” Salex moved to lick Jeremiah’s cock, teasing it all over with
his tongue instead of sucking him.
Jeremiah
moaned. “Have to keep … defying you … a little. Gets you so,” he gasped, “hot
for me.” Even though part of him still couldn’t believe what he was doing, he
felt so free saying these words and giving in. He tilted his head enough to
watch Salex toying with him.
Salex
licked his finger and then slid it into Jeremiah’s ass, the full length all at
once. Jeremiah bucked off the bed, and when he settled Salex licked and sucked
his balls. Jeremiah stroked his cock, moaning as Salex massaged his prostate.
“Gonna
come,” Jeremiah cried.
Salex
pushed Jeremiah’s hand away and took his cock back into his mouth. Salex
sucked, swirling his tongue without mercy, and Jeremiah’s cum spilled forth. He
pumped his hips up and held Salex’s head there, smiling to hear the big alien
groan sexily, and then he jerked Salex up against him for a kiss. Jeremiah
liked the taste of cum, and sampling his own from Salex’s mouth was intensely
erotic. Salex responded eagerly, obviously aroused by Jeremiah’s action.
“Wanna
taste you, too,” he said against Salex’s lips. “Fuck my mouth.”
Salex
took control right away and pinned Jeremiah down. “I should have left you to
your own thoughts sooner.” A rough kiss gave way to a tender nuzzle against his
neck. “Hot little bitch.”
Jeremiah
moaned and writhed against him. “Please.”
Salex
laughed and repositioned himself, pinning Jeremiah’s arms to his sides as he
straddled him. Salex stroked his cock and rubbed it against Jeremiah’s lips.
Jeremiah opened his mouth right away, but Salex only teased him, letting the
head play along the inside of Jeremiah’s lips. Jeremiah circled his tongue
around the head and tried to lick the shaft. After Salex had pulled back for
the third time, Jeremiah grabbed his ass and tried to pull him forward. Salex
resisted for a moment, and then he plunged into Jeremiah’s mouth. The head hit
the back of Jeremiah’s throat, but he was ready for it and only gagged for a
moment.
Massaging
Salex’s ass, Jeremiah began to bob back and forth. He looked up at Salex and
let his fingers stray to the crack of Salex’s ass. Jeremiah massaged Salex’s
anus as he sucked harder, and when Salex tangled his fingers into Jeremiah’s
hair, Jeremiah penetrated.
Salex
moaned as he looked down into Jeremiah’s eyes, pleasure blatant on his face.
“I’m not delicate. Give me more, bitch. Make me shoot right down your throat.”
He began forcing his cock farther down Jeremiah’s throat.
